the fiance and i haven't been in good terms lately. i can't remember the last time we ever had a conversation without ending into an argument over something i couldn't recall after.
7 years we've been together. we separated twice and i still found myself going back to him both times. he promised me marriage on several occasions, but it seems the chances of it ever happening is nil. the longer i wait, the harder it becomes for both of us to make this work. i don't want to believe that i made a mistake... i've lived most of my life without regrets, i don't want it happening now.
we have our differences. and for some strange reason, we can't seem to come up with any compromise to make these differences unnoticable. i'm beginning to wonder if we were really meant to spend a lifetime together...
i'm running out of tears.. and he's running out of excuses.
7 years we've been together. we separated twice and i still found myself going back to him both times. he promised me marriage on several occasions, but it seems the chances of it ever happening is nil. the longer i wait, the harder it becomes for both of us to make this work. i don't want to believe that i made a mistake... i've lived most of my life without regrets, i don't want it happening now.
we have our differences. and for some strange reason, we can't seem to come up with any compromise to make these differences unnoticable. i'm beginning to wonder if we were really meant to spend a lifetime together...
i'm running out of tears.. and he's running out of excuses.
2 comments:
Sweetie, I know it's none of my business but the promise of marriage should not be used by a bargaining tool by him or anyone. If it doesn't feel right anymore, you always have a choice to go your own way. Life is too beautiful to be wasted on the people who don't appreciate us.
oh, how right you are iris... i know that i always have a choice to let him go.. but maybe i'm just afraid to do just that.. :(
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