it's sad to know that i am someone who cannot spend time with friends because he will be there with another woman, or in this case, he will be with her. it's pathetic, really, that i am forced to stay away from people we have grown close to just to avoid issues. am i really that much of a nuisance? i used to think that these women are just insecure because i get to be with their guy during times when they're supposed to be with him.. but at the end of the day, he comes back to them, and he leaves me wondering when will be the next time.
my only consolation in all the times i got to spend with him was that he went the extra mile to lie. he made up lame excuses just so he can be with me. he pretended that everything was ok so i would not think he's being controlled by someone. i don't think he can do that now with her, not that he would want to.. but it's funny how these women believed his excuses and forgave him everytime.. and what's even funnier is that i used to be one of them. to make it worst, i still chose to be with him when he got tired of his latest affair. so what does that make me?
my only consolation in all the times i got to spend with him was that he went the extra mile to lie. he made up lame excuses just so he can be with me. he pretended that everything was ok so i would not think he's being controlled by someone. i don't think he can do that now with her, not that he would want to.. but it's funny how these women believed his excuses and forgave him everytime.. and what's even funnier is that i used to be one of them. to make it worst, i still chose to be with him when he got tired of his latest affair. so what does that make me?
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