30 years in existence.. there must be something I learned.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

missing

today, i am feeling unusually unhappy. i say it's unusual because i always do find things to laugh about. but not today.

i went to mocha blends this afternoon to spend sometime alone. i had coffee and tried to read the book i brought with me. inside was a group of adults having their lunch and discussing things only they could understand. and then i realized what may be the cause of my unhappiness today.

conversation. as in real, lengthy dialogue with someone who has the same brainwaves as i do. i suddenly missed my friends and the way we'd laugh together, unmindful of the ruckus we were creating. i think i need to get in touch with them again. maybe they can fill the void.

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