my lawyer guy - no, wait.. let me correct that - THE lawyer guy is used to having relationships with married and/or separated women. he lives off their vulnerability, savoring the lavish attention these women bestow him (not to mention the material things he gets from them). he, in turn, makes them feel he's god's answer to their problems. he would make these women believe he loves them, when in reality, he doesn't really know how to love.
after we "separated", he was with a woman whose marriage was falling apart. he didn't really tell me this, but i did find out that she was the reason he decided to leave home and rent a small room somewhere near their place. they were having an affair and it was going to be their tryst. i thought it had ended when i learned he started seeing someone new. but as fate and luck would have it, i just found out that they're back together.
i'm not judging him, because i don't want to be judged either. but knowing what i know now makes me shudder a little. he's living a life full of lies. he would waste his time, effort and little of his money just to make a woman believe that he's telling the truth. it has become a cycle for him - after a year or so with someone, he gets restless and starts looking for a new target. he would then again go through the motions, like a con artist would.
i can't believe how some women would fall for his act - i did once, and it's something i'm not proud of, but lessons must be learned the hard way. he's not even good in bed, for crying out loud! he's an amateur pretending to be a pro.. a con artist indeed. now, i just find myself feeling lucky somehow, that i was able to detach myself from him before i got burned. pity his new conquests... :(
after we "separated", he was with a woman whose marriage was falling apart. he didn't really tell me this, but i did find out that she was the reason he decided to leave home and rent a small room somewhere near their place. they were having an affair and it was going to be their tryst. i thought it had ended when i learned he started seeing someone new. but as fate and luck would have it, i just found out that they're back together.
i'm not judging him, because i don't want to be judged either. but knowing what i know now makes me shudder a little. he's living a life full of lies. he would waste his time, effort and little of his money just to make a woman believe that he's telling the truth. it has become a cycle for him - after a year or so with someone, he gets restless and starts looking for a new target. he would then again go through the motions, like a con artist would.
i can't believe how some women would fall for his act - i did once, and it's something i'm not proud of, but lessons must be learned the hard way. he's not even good in bed, for crying out loud! he's an amateur pretending to be a pro.. a con artist indeed. now, i just find myself feeling lucky somehow, that i was able to detach myself from him before i got burned. pity his new conquests... :(
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