i feel like giving up on you,
on us.
sometimes
i find myself
breaking into tears at night
after a heated conversation
with you.
sometimes
i just feel so weary,
so helpless
that i start longing
for something
that's not even there.
and sometimes,
the anger i feel is so great
that i begin to lose my hold
on you,
that i begin to pull away
just to relieve myself
of the pain i sometimes feel
when i am with you.
on us.
sometimes
i find myself
breaking into tears at night
after a heated conversation
with you.
sometimes
i just feel so weary,
so helpless
that i start longing
for something
that's not even there.
and sometimes,
the anger i feel is so great
that i begin to lose my hold
on you,
that i begin to pull away
just to relieve myself
of the pain i sometimes feel
when i am with you.
2 comments:
No matter how many time we tell ourselves we won't do it, we still keep beating ourselves up over the person that we love. =(
we're weird that way noh? sometimes i think we thrive on the pain. it's what makes us stronger.. in time. =)
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