burning

today, i got the chance to be near you again. and being in the same place with you burns me. it took so much strength to keep myself from reaching out and touch you, knowing that if i do, i may not be able to stop. the longing i have to be with you always has become tangible, that i can now taste your mouth on mine every time i close my eyes. it isn't supposed to be this way. i did not plan to let my emotions free, and yet, here i am, agonizing over the fact that i have not been with you for quite a while. how do i let go now? how did i let myself forget that you could really never be mine?