30 years in existence.. there must be something I learned.

Friday, May 18, 2007

missing you

i am missing you, when i know i'm not supposed to..
..because missing you would mean that i am starting to long for something more than what i have now
..because missing you would mean that i want something i can never have
..because missing you would complicate things, and we both know we don't do complicated
..because missing you would mean that i am more vulnernable now
..because missing you puts me in a place i really do not want to be in
..because missing you allows me to feel what i'm not supposed to
..and because missing you makes me realize how much i really want to be with you.